I fear that I am infinitely smaller than what I am trying to accomplish, not because I fear being small, but because I believe what has to be done is so large that no one man can tackle it.
June 2013
4 posts
Don’t break someone’s heart and expect them to forget everything.
Vagabond limbs make for great escapes.
Partitioning makes for separate ways.
Gone is the time of thieves when
Everything, everything moved.
There’s a sickness in the air,
And it penetrates my lungs.
It creeps in my veins,
And it doubles the weight that I’ve borne on my back
And it spits in my face,
Oh what a careless fool I’ve been
Take breaths, take steps,
Take the measures you need just to quicken your pulse.
Oh, if trust is a road,
Well we’ve traveled it wrong.
I need to get my head on straight
And my heart, out of your hands.
I should have seen this coming
All those wrong turns.
The sutures rupture,
I know it hurts,
But we never built ourselves a way out.
A way out. A way out.
Are we too far gone?
Don’t mistake my kindness for weakness,
There’s been blood on my hands all this time.
Though you’ve donned the robes of a judge,
No one’s taught me the depth of my crime.
And an apology can’t mend a bridge,
But it’s the only place I know to start.
Please write this down in your mind,
A transcription that ends with your heart.
I? No.
I know, I know that the grave makes a pauper of kings,
But I’ve been gone too long for that to mean anything.
If my life is one moment, I’ve sought You for years,
And to face the unknown means to disarm our fears.
A will, away,
A will and a way out.
A will, away,
Where there’s a will, there’s a way out.
May 2013
7 posts
Loversintertwine
I can tell how much my friends need to have sex by their tumblr posts.
Fight the good fight.
Die Young and Save Yourself
I loved you so much, for so long
But
Things are good now.
April 2013
12 posts
Summer
• Record at Glow in the Dark.
• Put out an Acoustic EP.
• Go to Disney World.
• Go on our first short run since last summer (probably up to Ohio).
• Shoot a music video.
• Do a LOT of work for the band.
• Move.
• Go kayaking.
• Play more solo shows.
• Get back in shape.
Let’s get it.
Lean on me, when you’re not strong.
I’ve got to stop reaching for you as I fall asleep.
Don’t you dare forget my name.
It hung like ripened fruit from a tree,
Off your crimson lips.
So many nights weighing outcomes while traffic lights dance on the ceiling.
Wordless wars passing between us.
Your form is a canvas.
Breathe.
Maybe it’s a sign
Please don’t let anyone ever have the power to make you feel bad.
You were meant for so much more.
Promise.
I’ve decided that I’m not going to be sad anymore.
Thanks.
i’m trying not to be angry,
but the thought of you makes me sick
down to my bones.
March 2013
11 posts
Why does everything have to be so difficult? If you love someone and they love you, why is it never enough? I know you can't tell me but... you seem like you might understand.
It does and doesn’t have to be. It all depends on what’s at stake.
I’d love to have an answer to the second question as well, but that’s all very situational as well.
I do grey face, I do.
Let me tell you a story.
I loved a girl. I gave her everything I knew how to give. She lied to me over and over, and engaged in many… hurtful behaviors. Without getting too specific, she did some of the most hurtful things you could do to someone who has given you their heart. Yet, I stuck around.
In retrospect, that was the wrong decision.
Please, don’t let it keep you from giving your heart to another person, but please don’t stick around and keep getting hurt. You’re going to come out of it bitter. Don’t let someone who’s not worth the heartbreak deal it out.
happy birthday tiiiiiiim, i hope you have a lovely day and it was wonderful seeing you last night, maybe i'll just bring you some icing next time i see you, which will hopefully be soon c: <3 xoxo
You’re so sweet. Oh please, I do not need more icing, I’ll die! :o
One of the worst birthdays yet. People ask me why I don’t like mine.
Oh well, things can only go up!
I'll bet you didn't see this coming.
Gone for good.
i don’t know why you decided to give up on me,
and i’m trying not to care.
Sexually.
Frustrated.
Everyone talks
About these big moments in life.
These defining moments, y’know?
Like they are some kind of larger piece of your life, and sure, they are important.
However, every single instance you manage to reach, will never be passed through again.
So, in this small (but very real) way, every single second is something incalculably important to your life.
Godspeed.
I? No. I, know.
I know that the grave makes a pauper of kings, but I’ve been gone too long for that to mean anything.
If my life is a moment, I’ve sought You for years, and to face the unknown means to disarm out fears.
A will, a way
Where there’s a will,
There’s a way out.
-CWM
You stumble home from the bar,
I do my best to hold you up,
It’s twenty feet to the car,
My apartment or bust.
Confidence and poise are way more sexy than any fleeting look or empty touch.
February 2013
3 posts
It’s a surprise you haven’t caught on yet. It’s nothing personal, you’re an embarrassment.
It creeps in my veins,
While it doubles the weight that I’ve borne on my back,
And it spits in my face.
Oh what a careless fool I’ve been (in a hopeless place).
Take breaths, take steps,
Take the measures you need just to quicken your pulse.
Oh, if trust is a road
We’ve traveled it wrong.
I need to get my,
Get my head on straight,
And my heart
Out of your hands.
January 2013
4 posts
am i alone in feeling like the world is too fargone?
Relationships are so messy.
People feel the need to come into your life and weave themselves into every detail.
This is why I’ve wanted no part in one.
And yet…
I love you.
What a difference a year’s time makes.
December 2012
15 posts
But I hope you have more luck with this, than me.
Until I die, I will sing our names in unison.
Until I die, I will sing our names in unison.
I hope that the damage done is not irrevocable.
I want so badly to believe that there is truth,
that love is real.
I wish no one had to hurt anymore.
